Kelsey Neighbors

for tomorrow. which is probably why I’m sitting here at 1:56 am when i have to wake up in a couple of hours. fuck…

its funny, usually when i’m in a shitty situation, i don’t have someone there, because I never do, and even now, that technically i have someone there….. i really don’t. i’ve learned lately, more than ever, even when we’re not alone, we’re still alone. life is lonely, and if you don’t appreciate yourself, love yourself, and respect yourself, then it’ll be an extremely lonely ride…

but maybe I’m wrong, maybe you just need to find that special someone, that special someone that makes you feel like you’re finally not alone….so then what am I doing? should i drop everything and wait until i find someone perfect?

couples fight…its normal i guess….but i just feel so un-interested in my life right now…all i ever want to do is go to sleep. i hate waking up, because that means i have to deal with life again.

its weird, im really not that depressed anymore, im just lifeless…

im also baked as shit…

hahahahahaahahahahahah <3

I have found myself again, you and I can’t fathom being friends, you’ve locked me up and lost the key, yet karma came and I’m finally free.

You’re the one whos now in pain, locked up with nothing to gain, you raised your hand with me too many times, and now your life is just jail time.

I’m a little too honest and a whole lot of new, You beat me and bruised me your love wasn’t true, I’m confessing these facts because I am now a bird, swarming through life without someone absurd,

How is it everyday behind metal bars? Thinking of me as you look at the stars.

You’re the one whos now in pain, locked up with nothing to gain, you raised your hand with me too many times, and now your life is just jail time.

You chose self medication over my love, and I won’t be seeing you up above.

I miss the how we would make breakfast every night, and the way you’d make me turn on the light, you’d look into my eyes and make a speech, about how you’re crazy in love with me.

I don’t miss you all the time; but when I do, my heart turns purple and my mood stays blue.

I didn’t know butterflies could swarm until you kissed me that night, you lifted me off my feet and we both took flight, into the mist of our fairytale world, as my cheeks turned red and my toes started to curl.

I don’t miss you all the time; but when I do, my heart turns purple and my mood stays blue.
I wish I didn’t remember you, because everytime I do, my heart turns purple and my mood stays blue.

You’re so far away I cant remember your heartbeat, wishing everynight that you’re alright because I can’t sleep, but one thing I know that will always be true, is when my heart turns purple and my mood stays blue.